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Not feeling quite like myself....

February 6th, 2007 at 01:51 pm

Work has been pretty stressful lately.

I've been handed extra workload and I felt very rushed throughout the day. Not only that, I was getting bored of the same routine.

I am in desperate need of a change. But I know I can't afford to leave my job just yet. Just 13 more months...they're all I need before I can quit for good.

I am also feeling stupid today...as if I cannot achieve things. I guess I am feeling like a loser. I feel that....I don't know....I feel that maybe I can't do a good job.

But I am already trying my best. Hence, the disappointment. I am doing the best I can and I still feel like a loser.

I've lost my motivation for the day. I tried to cheer myself up by using extra money. However, my frugal cheap nature didn't let that happen. I didn't even have the impulse to buy things.

My daily expense in Tokyo today? 580 yen (or $5.80).

So I resorted to comfort food.....ah...which makes me feel even worse since I have a diet challenge to do..

All and all.....a bad day

5 Responses to “Not feeling quite like myself....”

  1. crow67 Says:
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    Everyone has those days...you just have to keep focused on the goals you have. Hope things get better in the days to come.

  2. pjmama Says:
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    I'm with crow67, you cant let days like this get you down... and I've definitely been there. Try focusing on the areas you're doing well on . Dont feel bad for splurging every once in a while, especially when you're feeling so down!

  3. JanH Says:
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    Sounds like you've been under a lot of stress. Maybe if things slow down, you can get a change of scenery for a day. I like crow67's idea. Focus on some small goals while you are going through this. Take care.

  4. Lez Save $ Says:
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    thanks everyone! I really appreicate your words of encouragement. I will try my best today. Tomorrow will be my day off. I'm looking forward to some down time with my girl.

    thanks again!

  5. baselle Says:
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    If you can plan, you aren't a loser! Big Grin You are so close to your goal because of your ability to save money. A lot of people have to work forever at what they hate because they can't save and plan.

    When I'm overworked I get so distracted that it throws me off my pace. Maybe that's happening to you.

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